Day of Thunder

One day Merayfe chatting to her and tell about very important stuff (For the sake of privacy terms, it won't be detailed.) for the future of the relationship "that she needed to reply as soon as possible" which she didn't responded, but accidentally he noticed that after the 1 hours later the important message from Merayfe, in English Chat Funkin said something in chat. Which is he definitely getting so disappointed and cried for an 6 hours straight. But after he sees it, he immediately asking her "why didn't you replied to me?"."And thinking about: 'while you're free that time you definitely had a chance to reply or at least saw me'. But she didn't replied neither. He totally convinced about that 'There is definitely something going on with Funkin. Is something bad or even tragic event happened to her? Or she is so stupid enough not understanding how I'm woried about her? Or she really busy? There is no way she is busy, because if she is busy then how the hell is she chatting English chat over my chat??? So she hates me or she wanna be alone? Or she forgot about me that time?' (+50 questions) ( According to Bill's interview, he said 'there is more than 50 questions than this'...)"So we can clearly see he extremely worried about Funkin and her situations, their relationships etc.

But still... Funkin didn't replied... Instead she changed her profile description to strange and unknown text like: ( Dę      P_rÊ ..._ßéd ). This is worsen the situation. And Merayfe almost fainting after seen this such a horrible thing without knowing reasons of it. He predicted "It's probably symbol of she's anger and sadness. And It will be reason of why she didn't wanted to reply". But if Funkin having a trouble he really wants to help, or should say "Dying to help". But also Merayfe feared that her phone maybe stolen or taken by her classmates or friends etc... And he scared so much to reply but also really want to know what a hell is happened to her at the same time.

He and Funkin always struggle to contact each other. But this 6 hours are different. Obviously Merayfe can't see her and can't observe (Plus he was completely isolated from Funkin that only source is her chat). And he knew if something horrible happened or misunderstanding because of him, then relationship could be over. And he didn't even slept for 27 hours in that day. And keep crying and praying for her response. He still keep begging her to reply.

Then few hours later she finally responded, and she said "I was busy. so sorry". He knows about at least she is fine and not getting hated or dissapointed on him. He stops crying but Merayfe feel so much unconfortable because he thinking about: "There is no way of telling she is actually lying or not. And there is no way she is busy if she can replies in English Chat cause she don't have time to reply to anyone if she was actually busy. If she have a minute or half minute to reply then why she didn't choose her boyfriend first? But to replying English Chat over Merayfe? Plus he did replied before she replied in the English Chat."

Because of that theory and depression, Merayfe lose his faith on her for about 1 month... Between that time, Funkin didn't responded to her 4 time again. But f course she didn't made her mistake again nor Merayfe never revealed the reason why he is extremly mad and sad, depressed. In the last tension, Merayfe told her why she needed to reply to him, why reply is so important to their relationship. And explained about his feeling after her no response. She finally realised what is going on and she also finally revealed her truth. ''"I don't know how to reply for this." - Funkin .''

This is terrible news for Merayfe and good news for other terms. She didn't intended to make Merayfe in this situation. But she don't know how to respond for his replies from the first place. It's totally make sense. She log in to the game right after Merayfe log off and she totally saw it, but the problem is she don't know how to reply, but she look into the English Chat and she replied it. Just like that other 4 situations are just like that. She is too busy or don't know how to reply... But obiously she really needed those "very important" questions and replies. And that's why this all mess happens. Merayfe finally figured out and restored the faith for her. And Funkin promised to reply "as much as and as soon as possible" when Merayfe replied.

From this day, he always asking her about detailing the answer a little bit and suggested to answer it one by one per topic if Merayfe have to say something at the same time (Because she will only answer to the last reply and ignored to answer previous but more important reply) due to preventing from any misunderstanding. But this is only just a good terms of this situation.

But the worst part is... about Funkin. She admitted that she can't reply in some particular replies, or actually - "Don't know how to respond" - she said. This is one of the big reason of the relationship going to collapse in future. Hopefully not, but at this isolated situations, she can't even discuss about important and serious replies, means almost impossible to avoid any serious problems in future. And he don't know why she can't answer to that. Also he thinking about: "Am asking too much hard questions? or she don't understand what I'm talking about."

"I don't know how to answer - This is painful quote that hurt me so much in my heart as much as I love her... I love her so much. So I also can hurt so much from this." - Wiki Interview of Bill The Disaster, Jan 2021

And she's lack of good expression and strong feelings created by her introvert attitude making her conversation looks like she talking to the stranger or her acquaintance, makes Merayfe's day ruined but he didn't want to hurt her feelings and prefer to not complain and say nothing else but cry.

He can do nothing but just only hopes she realise about this soon and do something in future. Otherwise the "relationship of lack of communication and understanding" will eventually and inevitably collapse neither they don't wanted this to happen or not.

But now unfortunately Merayfe still seen his relationship slowly going to crushed into pieces in front of his eyes.